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Sunday, April 13, 2025

I wish I healed faster, but oh well.

"417 Hz Lung Healing Frequency: Lung Detox Frequency"

~ Good Vibes - Binaural Beats

https://youtube.com/live/d8gmOYbGOQA?si=viHqdPHYPkqVcYJC

Had a more enchanted dream.

There was some stuff to do with creativity and the moon, and there was a woman who liked to dress well and also be nice to people, and a grouchy man criticized her, and I said to him, "But she's really a business woman!"

Is this sweating out the toxins?

Once again, I really wish the patriarchal people weren't raised by an imbalanced society to behave like hoarders who are worse to girls and women in exchange for some access to more money or property.

Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes.

Wouldn't you like to feel better? Wouldn't you like your lungs and respiratory system to be more happy? Wouldn't you like to get better sleep? Do you believe that healing is possible?

🙏🏼🌸Bless the humans, they can use help from healing sources🕊️🩷

🕊️🩷Multiple people are sick in different ways and I pray for their health, help and healing and I pray for my own too. 🌸🙏🏼

What about happy angel imagery.

Behold the happy angels. Your body is sweating out toxins. Someday things will be better; someday, very very soon.

What about all the good healing rebirth imagery?

I honestly felt so bad the other day, it was as if I was being wiped out by the symptoms of illness. I wondered if this could just be a rebirth?

Nevermind, try something else.

I just broke into a terrible coughing fit so, nope, that wasn't the right solution.

I'm going to look for pictures of relaxed white guys, because why not?

Sometimes I think there should be a relaxing white man calendar. "Kick back with the ones who get treated the best." This is a joke! I know it doesn't apply to all white men. I know there are white men who are riddled with PTSD and anxiety and all sorts of things, just like everybody else. 

At least they don't have to deal with people accusing them of being a DEI hire though, ha-ha.

Please, Universe of Healing and Goodness

O please higher healing energy send me the best healing energy for my tired coughing body needs the best healing energy.

Friday, April 11, 2025

Aren't they amazing?

"11 and 8-year old PRODIGY SISTERS play Vivaldi Winter on the violin with me in Rome airport!"

@julien_cohen

https://youtube.com/shorts/dOyKBnrQ0FE?si=dz6HHiUcdEYejhxe

Like heaven.

It would be so beautiful if people would begin to really embark on discovering healthy ways to make a living.

I know.

I feel like saying, "I'm so sorry Mommy for how hard you had to work to raise kids." So much that she would get sick.

People deserve peace.

Om padme om...love...beauty...gifts of healing love...om.

I have to get better.

I feel grief. I need more help and more healing. 

Time to take better care of the body that has needed more healing 🐚😇🪉.

🕊️🌸Oh well, it's time to be calmer and quieter again. Peace.🕊️🌸

I see the moon.

 Times are a changin'.


Everywhere.


Pink!💕


Well, humans seriously need to take their needs for healing very seriously.

Including this poor woman and her family! Her spirit is probably still with them. Rest in peace, and please bring them healing they deserve.

"Southern California mother found stabbed to death"

https://ktla.com/news/local-news/southern-california-mother-found-stabbed-to-death-in-her-apartment/

Of course I will have to get better. Of course I will.

I'm going to ask a higher power again to help me feel a lot more healed, because I can't be sick like this forever. I just can't.

Harder to experience the materialistic comforts when the body is sick, huh?

I'm slightly fascinated by how some people could have gotten convinced that doing the stuff I know is unhealthy for my body was good enough for them, and I suppose the access to materialistic comforts has a lot to do with it.

Oh well.

Bullying and discriminating against girls and pampering insecure white men and minimizing violence just to fit in with some other violent people in exchange for access to some temporary materialistic comforts is not a good enough solution for everybody.

Well, I guess you know what is really not good for your health, now.

Some people who used to seem like they were better have been so racist, sexist, greedy and selfish, and it's just because that's what felt safest to them, so they could fit in. They showed themselves to be very untrustworthy. They let me down, and I'm very sad, and now I'm sick. So, now I have to figure out how to heal my own self, and to get myself feeling better again, because they're certainly not going be able to help me at all. And I certainly can't change myself to be like them, either.

Maybe you won't be so warped by an unwell society in the next life.

Maybe you'll be less of a horrible, greedy, abusive, selfish, misogynistic experience for others in your next life.

Don't eat the poisoned apple. It's bad for your health.

Just wait until a nice dad reincarnates and finds out how self-absorbed and greedy and misogynistic some people are on account of their special upbringings and various other factors warping them.

Sick Society.

The sad truth is, the Unwell Patriarchal Culture trained a lot of people (both men and women) to suck up to guys with more money and to treat girls like garbage. It's really, really, really gross. Identify what's making you sick, and then you can get better from it, hopefully.

Please help me find the more beautiful patterns of healing now.

I deeply apologize to my feverish body for all the suffering that we're going through and I know we can find a better way for us. And I'm very sorry because I wasn't looking at very good role modeling for how to treat my body well enough recently, and I know I'm not going to be able to repeat those old patterns which are not cool or conducive to my health, but I hope we can find new, better, more beautiful patterns of healing.

Dear running nose... I will go get a tissue for you.

I know I already spent too much time thinking about them. I know, I know, I know. I know it's a really bad habit. They're not healthy examples, and they are not helpful. Now I'm sick and I need to find better things to do with my life on Earth and I need to heal my body right now.

God needs to help these people too.

Dear God, please help me get better at forgiving the myopic, chauvinistic, materialistic people who showed me in so many ways that they were trained to discriminate against girls and to act like abusive, sexist, racist guys need to be catered to and put on pedestals. They certainly are a trial.

Until they run out of energy and have to make much better choices.

People who are wounded by Patriarchal Society are the ones who start to discriminate against others and they desperately try to align themselves with very unwell practices in order to feel like they're more able to survive that Unwell Society.

Evolution is inevitable, at least.

It may feel too slow, but some people can get much better at evolving and become much better to themselves and to others in the future, either in the next lifetime or maybe even in this lifetime. Who knows?

Maybe a higher power can help!

Dear God, please help me survive the behaviors of the selfish, violent, ignorant, sexist, greedy, racist, awful people. I'm so sick of their s***.

I need to get better and get my health back

I need to survive and get better and not let others' unimpressive choices drag down my energy.

I want to start thinking about much better things.

I have been thinking too much about how other people's unhealthy, selfish examples feel terrible and are awful for our health and for humanity and letting it drag me down too much.

Dehumanizing others is not helpful.

Dishonest people who got trained by their unwell Patriarchal Society to treat girls like garbage and to act like their little materialistic gains are more important than anything or anyone else and to act like they should feel entitled to dehumanize others are not helping.

How to heal from the horrible, racist, sexist, ugly, greedy, bullying, must-get-money mentality?

If I am literally physically sick of people being selfish assholes: sexist, racist, greedy violent ones, always making excuses for discriminatory behaviors, and pampering certain types of people just to get short term materialistic gains for themselves, I will need to find new ways to get well now, right?

Maybe I will feel better later.

I feel hot and sweaty. I've been coughing. It feels like it's time to cry. So many greedy people have been trained to prop up a very racist, sexist, selfish, unwell patriarchal paradigm, and it wears me down thinking about them. So many lies. So much dishonesty. So much that is not conducive to being healthy. It's sad.

Tribalism and racism is the thief of joy.

"Philly’s Carnaval de Puebla canceled amid fears ICE might target the Mexican cultural celebration

The festival was scheduled for April 27, expected to draw the estimated 15,000 revelers who have made it one of the largest carnavals on the East Coast."

https://www.inquirer.com/news/carnaval-de-puebla-south-philadelphia-canceled-ice-raids-20250408.html

Another sick day is here.

I wonder if I'll try to ask somebody to give me a COVID test soon, but anyways.

Wednesday, April 09, 2025

🩷😇Maybe the angels of pep talks to bodies can help... 👼🏻👼🏼👼🏿🕊️

You're doing a good job, body. Let's look forward to feeling better again soon. 🙏🏼🩷💐

Poetical flu month.

"Monty Python Victorian poetry"

https://youtu.be/5NLz3fEWinI?feature=shared

My hipbones have headaches, but it shall not last forever!

Update: Lower leg aches and feeling chilled.

Update: Backache 😥 but this too shall pass.

Update: Aw, leg muscles.


Geological components are less chauvinistic than some people. 🪨

Oh my God, I am so glad those untrustworthy people you met were just playing at being greedy, uncaring, chauvinistic, self-absorbed bullies! What a fleeting and temporary condition! The ancient rocks are amused.

Dear God! Send me some good signs!!!

What's the opposite of acting like the unhealthy patriarchal culture trained you to emulate the behaviors of unwell, shallow, greedy, callous, sexist people?

I wonder if imagining the opposite could be healing?

What's the opposite of these kinds of awful unhealthy dynamics?

"Did anyone else's family villainize femininity?"

https://www.reddit.com/r/emotionalneglect/s/pimrFWkYfs

Time to get more focused on healing now.

Now I have truly unfair pain to deal with and need to really get better.

Make good food choices.

Today I am "I have a cold and need to suck on a lozenge to feel better" years old.

How old are you now?

"Devaluing certain people makes us feel more like we finally get to live out 'The Dream' of being more like the 'Privileged Ones' who clearly don't feel the need to value anyone who's too different from whoever or whatever their petty patriarchal people taught them to value, and that should be good enough for them, too, and give them whatever they want to get out of this life."

How could the tiresomeness last forever?

It's shocking how much some people, including some who might have seemed to be better people in the past, will show they feel the need to go along with discriminating against or dehumanizing other people, just because some other greedy people in their Patriarchal Society taught them they need to behave that way in order to gain some more social acceptance or money or property.

Because they're healthier.

Please help me to become more relaxed and good to my body, like how some of the people I have met who did not get so traumatized by stuff still are. Please help the humans to heal this stuff. People deserve so much better! Please, and thank you.

Please come back, 💐🙏🏼🩷 blessings.

Time to go back for more of the mentholated chest rub. 


Still figuring that one out, clearly...

"How to recover after experiencing a lot of trauma and suffering because the small-minded people's choices just wrecked a lot of things."

The patriarchy grooms some people to be really childish and mean.

I have met some women and men who got groomed to go along with violent systems that treat lots of girls like garbage, and to put white guys with money and property on pedestals, and it has not been a good experience at all. Those unwell people make me feel sick, and the really corrupt people that got put in charge of things serve to remind me constantly of the bigotry and greedy selfishness of some other people, regardless of who they voted for, because who they voted for doesn't even reflect who they favor the vast majority of the time in their own lives, at all.

Counting blessings right now.🙏🏼🩷💐

I am really glad that I have some of that mentholated chest rub stuff.

It does not necessarily follow to repeat what was done to you by others 😺.

🌝 For example, you should not groom people to act like x types of people are more important than others, even if that's what some people expected you to do, because that's what they got the most rewarded for, and it's also what they expected you to get rewarded for doing and repeating. 🌚

I need to go back to sleep to help a body heal. 🙏🏼

Come on person in a body that is struggling with a respiratory ailment, let's pretty please make restoring our health our number one priority.

Pleeeeease...❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜🩷

Dear sensitivity training participants...

How come the Patriarchal Society made it so that some of those who keep on making excuses for abusive, greedy behaviors find it is so much more "rewarding" for humans in certain types of bodies than it is for others?

Tuesday, April 08, 2025

Tomorrow could be a whole different life!

Being callous has not been equally rewarding for everyone in this era. Some people got rewarded more for that kind of behavior...like, way, way, way more than others would ever get rewarded for being that way.

Sorry, body that has been impaired.

I really have to get a lot better at making good choices for helping my health get more repaired. Weird respiratory stuff is at it again. A body deserves to heal, especially when a lot of stuff that's upsetting keeps on messing with everything.

"First world problems..."

It would be kind of fun if a little cloud came over and rained on me and I cried right now, but I looked up and there are no clouds. Oh well! I'll just have to find something else to think about.

The watcher.

Shift...

I cooked some vegan food that I didn't really feel like eating so I tasted it and put it away and just had a little bit of rice crackers and some of a V8 and now I wonder if the ground could just heal some of me, at least enough to get the energy to do the dishes later...

Sun-kissed.

They're surviving.

Selfish sexist greedy materialistic sorority fraternity burnouts can't spend all day thinking about the human rights of others or even for themselves because...?

What're you lookin' at.

 O yeah?


U r human who smells like the cheaper brand of mentholated gel.

Please remember your sense of humor!

 Maybe this will be relaxing? 🤣


"Is Cottagecore only for the privileged?"

~ Real Vintage Dolls House

https://youtube.com/watch?v=M-WitgvIroY&si=RDhsfWFRFPYSUEG1

I should help myself feel better now.

I need help with the right side of my respiratory system. I shouldn't let the stress get me so run down and feeling sick just because some others' lack of awareness and selfishness seems so sickeningly disturbing and unhealthy, including even for them, too, and for the rest of humanity.

Sneezed sadly. 😥

Those people who got trained by certain elements of their patriarchal society to be greedy and dishonest and far worse to "x" types of people than they are to others are not good at helping at all.

Please help a body to heal, pretty please.

I need healing from a respiratory ailment. Now the cold is here. I know I've been sad. I know that I've gotten burnt out.

Well, the reality is here now.

If you're spending time in a body on Earth, it's time to take care of yourself.

Doing something that contributes to healing from stress can be a good and spiritual experience. 

I wonder if crying could help, or going to sleep, and maybe that would help my body to not get a cold? 

I wonder if my body got some symptoms because I got sad. But maybe that can be remedied, too.

Monday, April 07, 2025

Bidi bidi bom.

Thanks to these tarrific times, more formerly well-off men are going around singing "If I were a blonde daughter..."


"In Russia before the revolution, a Jewish milkman tries to marry off his daughters..."

FIDDLER ON THE ROOF ('71): "If I Were A Rich Man" 

https://youtube.com/watch?v=W3Z-8U5mb7M&si=cEfZYbNK9I2TwIIm

"'In addition to earning more, blondes usually end up marrying men who have six times the income of men married to women with other hair colors, according to the study conducted by the Queensland Institute.'

Categories: Fun News"

"Blondes earn more and marry rich people" - Telegraph

https://telegrafi.com/en/blondes-earn-more-and-marry-richer-people/

What if I were more well-off?

Sometimes, I feel like I'd be soooo spiritual!

If you're going to reincarnate as a farmworker, how do you expect people like you to treat yourself.

"Amid conversations about immigration and mass deportation, it’s vital to lay out some truths about labor in the dairy industry. Immigrants are not 'cheap labor,' they are the backbone of America’s dairy farms."

~ Karen Bohnert

"Rethinking the Term ‘Cheap Labor’ in the Dairy Industry"

https://www.dairyherd.com/news/labor/rethinking-term-cheap-labor-dairy-industry

"The shrinking pool of workers in rural areas is a real concern as populations decline and economic opportunities increase in countries that have historically been sources of agricultural labor for the U.S."

~ Karen Bohnert

'Where will farmworkers come from in the future?"

https://www.dairyherd.com/news/labor/where-will-future-dairy-workers-come

Health is wealth!

"I HATE when EVERYONE has measles 😫 (1926 Day in my Life)"

~ Gabi's Vintage

https://youtube.com/shorts/yriPToomcn8?si=mbZblonSnw4Z8-wj

Tariffic times?

Some of those who are still outwardly devoted to the cult of patriarchal white supremacy have secretly began encouraging a lot of unwell patriarchal people to begin to donate a lot more generously to charity.

As a man, he was "merely shallow and clueless"

"Arendt dubbed these collective characteristics of Eichmann ‘the banality of evil’: he was not inherently evil, but merely shallow and clueless, a ‘joiner’, in the words of one contemporary interpreter of Arendt’s thesis: he was a man who drifted into the Nazi Party, in search of purpose and direction, not out of deep ideological belief." 

~ Thomas White

"What did Hannah Arendt really mean by the banality of evil" 

https://aeon.co/ideas/what-did-hannah-arendt-really-mean-by-the-banality-of-evil

"Arendt never did reconcile her impressions of Eichmann’s bureaucratic banality with her earlier searing awareness of the evil, inhuman acts of the Third Reich. She saw the ordinary-looking functionary, but not the ideologically evil warrior. How Eichmann’s humdrum life could co-exist with that ‘other’ monstrous evil puzzled her. Nevertheless, Arendt never downplayed Eichmann’s guilt, repeatedly described him as a war criminal, and concurred with his death sentence as handed down by the Israeli court. Though Eichmann’s motives were, for her, obscure and thought-defying, his genocidal acts were not. In the final analysis, Arendt did see the true horror of Eichmann’s evil."

~ Thomas White

A person, I imagine.

Who came up with that phrase about the banality of evil? (It keeps popping up recently).

"That was a lot more palatable to us when we were wealthier!"

Maybe a lot of people unconsciously really just want the next generation to be super different from what they were like.

Maybe it's time to stop being so needlessly discriminatory and cruel.

"Judge says deportation of man to El Salvador prison is ‘wholly lawless,’ with deadline to return him to America today"

~ Karina Tsui

https://www.cnn.com/2025/04/07/us/abrego-garcia-return-us-answers-student-visas-hnk/index.html

"At a hearing last Friday, Judge Xinis asked Justice Department lawyer Erez Reuveni why Abrego Garcia was not returned as soon as it became clear he'd been sent by mistake, he responded that he'd asked his client, but 'I have not received, to date, an answer that is satisfactory.'

Reuveni was placed on administrative leave the next day.

The Justice Department continues to argue that Abrego Garcia is out of its hands, and that the district court judge overstepped her authority.

'The United States does not control the sovereign nation of El Salvador, nor can it compel El Salvador to follow a federal judge's bidding,' the Justice Department argued in its brief before the Supreme Court.

Judge Xinis rejected that argument, and pointed out that the Trump administration is paying El Salvador to hold these prisoners. The Fourth Circuit appeals court panel agreed with that reasoning.

'The facts of this case thus present the potential for a disturbing loophole: namely that the government could whisk individuals to foreign prisons in violation of court orders,' wrote Judge J. Harvie Wilkinson III, and then contend 'that it is no longer their custodian, and there is nothing that can be done.'

'It takes no small amount of imagination to understand that this is a path of perfect lawlessness, one that courts cannot condone,' wrote Wilkinson, who was appointed to the bench by former President Ronald Reagan."

~ Jasmine Garsd, Joel Rose

https://www.npr.org/2025/04/07/nx-s1-5354921/deportation-el-salvador-albrego-garcia-supreme-court-dhs-ice-trump-administration

Where are all the caring dads who care about other kids having their good dads at home, too?

"Trump administration asks Supreme Court to block return of wrongly deported Maryland man
A judge on Friday ruled he must be returned to the U.S."

https://abcnews.go.com/Politics/appeals-court-affirms-judges-order-return-wrongly-deported/story?id=120562513

"U.S. Circuit Judge Jamie Wilkinson, who was appointed by Ronald Reagan, said in his opinion that 'there is no question that the government screwed up here.'

'If it is truly a mistake, one would also expect the government to do what it can to rectify it,' Wilkinson said. 'Most of us attempt to undo, to the extent that we can, the mistakes that we have made. But, to the best of my knowledge, the government has not made the attempt here.'

In a concurring opinion, U.S. Circuit Judge Robert King and U.S. Circuit Judge Stephanie Thacker said if the government wanted to prove that the Maryland man who was sent to El Salvador was 'a prominent' member of MS-13, they had 'ample opportunity to do so,' but has not 'even bothered to try.'"

~ Laura Romero and Devin Dwyer

"Trump administration asks Supreme Court to block return of wrongly deported Maryland man
A judge on Friday ruled he must be returned to the U.S."

https://abcnews.go.com/Politics/appeals-court-affirms-judges-order-return-wrongly-deported/story?id=120562513

Goodbye for now, online world.🌐 Beauty is out there.

However, my body thinks I need to take a break. Maybe my body needs me to just chill out.

Values so you can feel valuable to the valued?

Some people still think that girls need books like these to teach them how to be proper young ladies in the 21st century?

Reviews of "Elsie Dinsmore"

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/611861.Elsie_Dinsmore

It's disturbing.

Fun for every body!

"Let's have some fun calling out and making fun of he-peating"

~ ifmencantlistento

https://www.instagram.com/share/reel/BAKPBvD6ii

Saturday, April 05, 2025

Goodness is on this beautiful Earth.

The best thing is for people to truly be good to themselves and that's really true.

Find better ways of being in the world. Why not?

What to do when some people who got trained to be discriminatory and abusive expect others to go along with their programs, and then they find out that some other people don't believe it's actually a very good idea to go along with those discriminatory abusive patterns?

Sometimes it seems like this is the era of people telling tales on themselves.

Tales of who they were taught to discriminate against, and how and why.

Know what else is chaotic?

This Ron Vara is an anagram of Navarro stuff.

"The ridiculous real story behind the tariff plan that turned Donald Trump into a global disaster"

https://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/the-ridiculous-real-story-behind-the-tariff-plan-that-turned-donald-trump-into-a-global-disaster-236611653893

If only...

 Good changes can happen more quickly, right?


"Fact Check: ICE detained Canadian 'American Pie' actor..."

https://www.snopes.com/fact-check/canadian-actress-detained-by-ice/

NOODLES

 The stuff that goes in certain pasta dishes.


"Please say it's not just me..."

@refashionedhippie

https://www.instagram.com/share/reel/BAN1PSbnhx

Time to ask a higher power for help with healing the body and psyche.

The body lets you know that the stuff that was supposedly "good enough" for some people was actually very unhealthy for your body and your health.

On a lighter note!

 

"It’s that special time of year! #collegelife#sorority..."

@college.life.shorts

https://youtube.com/shorts/1t0FSiqXt_s?si=Ua43yoq_MbD2kkpA

His wife and children deserve better, too.

"Vance described Garcia as 'not exactly father of the year' in an interview with Fox News on Thursday.

Sura shot back, telling NBC News on Friday: 'He’s wrong. My husband’s the best father. He cares for our son who is in the high autism spectrum and it’s tough, but he’s able to manage it.'

Garcia's deportation appears to coincide with the departure of three planes carrying noncitizens to El Salvador on March 15, whom the Trump administration accused of being Venezuelan gang members."

~ Matt Lavietes and Gary Crumbach

"Federal judge orders return of man Trump administration accidentally sent to notorious El Salvador jail"

https://www.nbcnews.com/news/us-news/man-trump-accidentally-sent-el-salvador-hearing-rcna199582

Came across this whilst looking at the story of the father who got accidentally deported

 

#fyp #for you

@jolly_good_ginger_77
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT2E9Mwbk/

Hope they get him back soon.

"Federal judge orders return of man Trump administration accidentally sent to notorious El Salvador jail"

https://www.nbcnews.com/news/us-news/man-trump-accidentally-sent-el-salvador-hearing-rcna199582

Either way, you're going to need to focus more on your health...

Is it true that some materialistic people got trained to act like disrespectful, clueless bullies who are too self-absorbed to care about what's going on with others, or is that their own nervous systems got dysregulated at an early age, and their ways of dealing with stress just do not feel like a healthy situation for your own body?

Go back to sleep...

The "You're going to need to get a lot better at taking care of your health" phenomenon is real.

Thursday, April 03, 2025

🐈‍⬛ Cat is very cute! 😻

(*insert adorable picture you almost took earlier*)

"See these rags? Well, I LOVE them!"

Sigh...Who even knows why?

Some people show you the playbook your body cannot go along with.

Precious! ❤️🐈‍⬛

Another reason my cat is a blessing because she loves rags! If a bunch of t-shirts that became raggedy from being chewed on get piled onto the furniture, she cozily naps on them and loves them! 

Wednesday, April 02, 2025

Your health can change your plans, for real.

I know appreciating nature today was good for me. But now I need to pay more attention to how to heal...the body sends signals about needing more care and more healing...Once again needing to learn more about how to get better and more healed and healthy.

Expectations raised!

"Susan Crawford Wins Wisconsin Supreme Court Election Despite Musk’s Millions"

https://www.nytimes.com/2025/04/01/us/politics/wisconsin-supreme-court-crawford-schimel.html

"Elon Musk gives away $1m cheques ahead of of Wisconsin's Supreme Court election"

I'm glad I live with a guy who's nice.

I'm glad I don't live with a person who's super materialistic or who bullies women just because apparently that's what patriarchal culture taught some people to do in order to go along with certain systems and get more for themselves, and realizing this can be quite sobering indeed.

Mejorando...

I think I can help my body feel better, thanks be to the good and beautiful healing energy in this universe.

Dear belief systems...

People deserve a lot better than fawning over the ones that got treated better by patriarchal culture and treating the other kinds of people as "less than" and replicating those same old patterns over and over again.

I have to find a lullaby to sing myself about this one.

I honestly need to release the parts that got traumatized by not only patriarchal men but patriarchal women who got trained to be materialistic bullies who act flaky and untrustworthy and worse to girls and women and people who think such behavior is normal. I don't know, maybe something happens in some people's brains when they change their last names. 😔

I feel sorry for my body. It needs to feel calmer and not feel so icky.

I already hope I feel better very soon.

This body needs a lot more rest.

I woke up not feeling well and I need to go to back sleep again.

The sensitivity to stress is much to deal with.

Help me get better at learning how to heal, please.