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Enjoy the internet!

"So all of the sudden, we went from being comfortable, upper-middle-class people to suddenly my dad had a private jet. That’s when I feel that my dad really lost his way in life. And that’s why I feel hyperconscious about what wealth does to people. I lived in one family as a child, and then I didn’t even recognize the family as I got older."

"By the way, my parents always made fun of the fact that I thought it was terrible and awful because they were very comfortable with what they were doing."

~ A. Disney

https://www.thecut.com/2019/03/abigail-disney-has-more-money-than-shell-ever-spend.html

Next level

HOW WAS THAT FACEBOOK THING STARTED AGAIN? "FACE MASH"?

https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/the-switch/wp/2018/04/11/channeling-the-social-network-lawmaker-grills-zuckerberg-on-his-notorious-beginnings/?utm_term=.2e5f874a24ff

"Behbehani didn't want to see the list, or know whether she was on it. She had spent the past four years recovering from an eating disorder, working hard to avoid comparing herself with others, she said. But by her sixth-period class on that Monday earlier this month, a text message appeared on her phone with a screenshot of the list, typed out on the iPhone Notes app"

~ S. Schmidt

https://www.alvareviewcourier.com/story/2019/03/29/interesting-items/girls-fought-back-after-teen-boys-rated-them-on-looks/49768.html

RECREATIONAL ACTIVITIES

Imagine a fun and profitable video game about business

BUSINESS AND FEMALE BODIES

"High School Girls Fought Back Against Boys Rating Their Looks & the Administrators Who Let Them"

https://www.themarysue.com/boys-will-be-boys-not-good-enough/


"Help! I Think My Co-Worker’s Weight Is Impeding Her Career."

https://slate.com/human-interest/2019/03/coworker-weight-workplace-discrimination-advice.html

Saturday, March 30, 2019

quels sont les "Yellow Vests?"

"The #YellowVests in France are the perfect example of what happens when you don't address economic & social justice in the same sweep as climate policy" ~ AOC


+

Feel this?

"Opinion: The Crushing Cost Of Rent Should Be 2020’s Big Issue

Since 1960, renters’ incomes have increased by only 5% while rents have risen 61%. Whoever wants to be president should say how they’ll solve this crisis."

By Mike Koprowski

https://www.buzzfeednews.com/article/mikekoprowski/sky-high-rents-2020-issue

This whole arrangement

I wanna talk more about this later

https://www.npr.org/2014/01/05/259886077/searching-for-science-behind-reincarnation

This part....

"Max Planck, who's the father of quantum theory, said that he viewed consciousness as fundamental and that matter was derived from it. So in that case, it would mean that consciousness would not necessarily be dependent on a physical brain in order to survive, and could continue after the physical brain and after the body dies. In these cases, it seems - at least, on the face of it - that a consciousness has then become attached to a new brain, and has shown up as past life memories."

~ J. Tucker

Like, what if a toddler can just somehow be really in sync with a great hitter?

Had a dream

Car broke down so we physically ran behind cars in wildflower traffic! Now your lane is ahead... Oh, my lane is gonna catch up...

Unexpected early morning crampy entertainment

"Who am I, jury duty?" 


CC: "Quien soy? Servicio de jurado?"

~~~~~

"My Favorite Male Film Stars" a list by awoodbine
https://www.imdb.com/list/ls000555115/



"you need a woodbine"

Friday, March 29, 2019

What a spring day

If you love poetry and stories, you shouldn't neglect that part of yourself.


Noses

1) Yesterday was good but experienced some problems with sinuses, maybe because of pollen.

2) Terrible dream last night about a man texting silly messages to a woman, wholly unaware that she could not respond and was being held captive by a cruel man who made her play piano with her nose and smashed her face on the keys when she didn't get it right.

3) I was bothered by the description of sinus problems in Tiger, Tiger.


flyyyyyy

X: pilot's license!
X:
X: sell cars
X:
X: made a database...
X:
X: imagine having the power to RE-ISSUE OUT-OF-PRINT BOOKS

Thursday, March 28, 2019

Talented People


Keren Ann ~ My name is trouble

It's like

there are literally positive vibes in my food 

http://rutabegorz.com

MMMM, PEASANT MUSHROOMS

Please humanity

we must have even more compassion and massage our brother's bizarrely low self-esteem again sometime although not if we don't like some of the things he does all of the time

Q & A

Q: 
yeah I'm looking up stuff about Epstein. It's probably bad for my mental health.

A:

Remember those days???

Ooooh, the skinniness and melanin deficiency made it sooooo much easier to get callbacks at job interviews.

Good morning past present and future

"Look at this picture.

When you’re looking at this photo, you’re looking at a mirror. This is America. This is Texas. This is our course of action, the one we chose.

I cannot and will not accept it."

~AOC

https://mobile.twitter.com/AOC/status/1111116797682569216

So unevolved

Imagine being the type of person who shoves his  revolting personal baggage at people all the time.

And big unnecessary containers of yuck.

Also, atrocious insensitivity to wildlife.

Some people are more honest than others


"In my decades as a lawyer, the son of an illegal Jewish immigrant fleeing the pogroms of Poland, I have seen governments, ours and others, manhandle innocent victims. I saw the South African police brutalize demonstrators, including mothers with children. I saw Southerners in the civil-rights movement attack marchers. I saw Cesar Chavez’s members get beaten and shot at. But what I saw in Dilley will stay with me forever. There are few more helpless than the woman and children in Dilley. When my father came through Boston in 1926 neither he nor the children on the boat were ever treated this way."

Martin Garbus

https://www.thenation.com/article/dilley-texas-immigration-detention/


Here there everywhere

Greedy abusive men and the women who enable them. Everywhere. Universities, grocery stores, literary gatherings, scientific symposiums. They just live for being misogynists.

bras and spacesuits

"Which is hella ironic since these suits originated from bra technology (and were constructed by the women who sewed the bras)" ~Mar Hicks https://twitter.com/histoftech/status/1110549911475503104

Waaaa

Oh brother you seem so traumatized it tears my heart into pieces won't you please heal...

Noooooononononono I am fine people like me like this I don't waaaanna chaaaaaange

Okay then, maybe you should get professional help so you can: Stop lying. Stop surrounding yourself with sycophants. Stand up to your genocide-enabler friends. Stop treating women and children worse than you treat men. Stop pretending things are more important than people. Good luck with all of that. 

A play for our times?

Strong female characters, but the reviewer was unconvinced.


In the adolescence of the 21st century, many Women of Means were still making extra excuses for the untrustworthy behavior of Men of Means due to all of those money and security issues.

https://www.theguardian.com/society/2019/mar/06/many-women-fleeing-domestic-abuse-face-poverty-report-finds

What if in exchange for the illusion of financial benefits, some of the women of means accepted mediocrity...because they were trained to value him as person above women and children...and that is part of the reason why they are still so much worse off (in the material sense) than he is.

T it is 6 am here

What I Saw at the Dilley, Texas, Immigrant Detention Center

The stories I heard from the women and children trapped in Trump’s willfully cruel immigration system will stay with me forever.

Tuesday, March 26, 2019

Descriptive journalism!!!

“'That Mulan look,' he said of her hair now pulled back in a bun, before they walked up to the H Street trolley, where she’d catch a ride to work. He stood by her, trying to cheer her up, telling her how nice she looked."

 ~ Terrence McCoy

https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/local/wp/2019/03/22/feature/homeless-living-in-a-tent-blocks-from-the-u-s-capitol-and-working-full-time/?noredirect=on&utm_term=.41831724ddfb

Health

Kamala Harris @SenKamalaHarris · 4m "I warned AG Barr in his confirmation hearing that the DOJ's refusal to defend the ACA places millions of Americans at risk of losing their health insurance. Now, the DOJ under Barr is arguing the entire ACA is unconstitutional. This is reckless & puts American lives at risk."

https://mobile.twitter.com/SenKamalaHarris/status/1110583022817038336


"If..."

https://mobile.twitter.com/PeteButtigieg/status/1110572203748270080

A new author...

Time to look for another book! World cat...

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/7673292-the-heroine-s-bookshelf

"What if space could be a place to TRANSCEND a world designed for men? What if space could be a place for humans to, you know, serve humankind?"

https://twitter.com/heroinebook/status/1110318160312303616

Ha

https://twitter.com/heroinebook/status/1110356638429380608

Monday, March 25, 2019

September


How cute was Cyndi....on my birthday????
What was I doing that magical year.

Oh

My ability to see the streets and old apartment building I haven't seen since I was 21 gave me such unexpected pangs of yearning...quite physical! I am...shocked in a way.

We must try to do what we are here to do.

My heart needs a comforter, a good night's rest...and water.

Said "Geez, what is up with you"

Crow with a looong twig in its beak nearly flew into my windshield then kept flying straight in front of me for a good long while. Okay.

She finally got up

Going to feed baby cat the McDonald's of cat food
creamy crabby chicken

Also purchased three types of easily digestible baby cereal at the 99 cent store last night. Sometimes we regress.

ok then

To share or not to share? Dreamed I was working on a group project with nameless. Nameless took the responsibility of submitting it to the professor. I was typing up paragraphs about Ben. F. to add to the document when suddenly the cursor went backwards and deleted almost everything. Nameless found another document in which I had gone off on a tangent and asked if I had written it, then inserted that and said it was ready to go. But what about all those other paragraphs... Nameless left. I think nameless was Ben. I think the tangent might have been something about drinking an Orange Julius at a mall.

Hmmm!!!!

https://www.veganvigilanteblog.com/vegan-orange-julius/

Saturday, March 23, 2019

Happening again

My mind made me think I saw an old friend no longer her NOW and I felt that pang because of wanting to see her as she was, versus wondering if she could come back in a new form

https://genius.com/Cyndi-lauper-all-through-the-night-lyrics

I can

Imagine all the marvelous healing modalities that are available...

Don't always, but can imagine a few at the moment.

Fine I probably will

buy a "Masterclass" membership after I get paid...save the t-shirts.

Or water commercials

It might be fun to be like this but with water stuff.

https://johnthelibrarian.com/2015/02/05/book-review-trespassing-on-einsteins-lawn-by-amanda-gefter/

I feel like I saw a fuzzy one in French when I was kid. "That's from Canada. Sometimes the TV picks up their channels."

Or was it English but about Perrier.
Or was it French but about water or some other beverage.

Or old ketchup commercials

When I worked in a restaurant we used to marry the ketchups.

http://www.catsupbottle.com/history.html

Getting distracted.

http://www.catsupbottle.com/merchandise.html

How to pay for my souvenir a decade later....

I feel like looking up old mustard commercials

I think there was one commercial where a lot of wieners danced around to "Stayin' Alive" and jumped into vats of mustard.

I think we need bees to make hotdogs.

Could probably eat one and then walk past Upton Sinclair's house.

That is not it! What is wrong with my brain.

^>_<^

oh god there's such a massive presence standing in front of me and  I was so snippy with the gate agent for changing my seat and now I gotta crawl over him in case I have to pee

Opa hat sich selbst geschickt


ich spreche kein deutsch weißt du wer es spricht?


https://twitter.com/Luvkitweetert/status/1108651247731724288


So viele Leute haben recht

Wednesday, March 20, 2019

MoonMoon

If I were a different person I would do moonmoonmoonmoonmoon differently but hey it's not my life

https://slate.com/technology/2019/03/super-worm-equinox-moon-final-supermoon.html

Something to do with shapes

If I learn more about science

(So many shapes on the roads at night...)

Lovely quote

"If you really care about the quality of somebody's life as much as you care about the quality of your own, you have it made."

~ Edie Windsor

https://twitter.com/KamalaHarris/status/1108447620341600256

This needs to change

"Néstor Dubón, a sponsor for an asylum-seeking cousin who’s being held at Millcreek, hasn’t visited the site but describes it as a better alternative to the Northern Virginia Juvenile Detention Center, a shelter whose federal contract came to an end in 2018, where Dubón’s cousin previously was held. Dubón was told that his cousin would be transferred to Arkansas but was unaware that the facility’s use as a shelter wasn’t public. No matter where his cousin is being held, Dubón’s chief concern is his cousin’s release. He said he’s met all the requirements asked of him by the Office of Refugee Resettlement to gain his cousin’s freedom.
'I’ve given my fingerprints three times – three times!' Dubón said. 'I’ve obtained and shared birth certificates and powers of attorney from Honduras and for what? He’s still there.'”

~ A. Bogado & P.  Michels
https://www.truthdig.com/articles/the-trump-administration-is-detaining-migrant-children-in-clandestine-shelters/

Survive now and get better

I am trying to survive and get back into health and balance. I need to cry. Universe give me some balance. The best. When I wake up thirsty and cannot sleep I need to heal and pray and get well. I can drink water. I can breathe...retrieve bits of knowledge...
Om
Shanti
Shanti
Shanti

Tuesday, March 19, 2019

~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~&~

Being yourself 
Enjoying nature 
Living in a place you love 
Being able to do what you love
Loving your body & health as much as possible
♡ U ♡ U ♡ U ♡ U ♡ U ♡ U ♡ U ♡ U ♡

Scary-share-y-American-y

Sometimes I feel like my childhood got hit by this wave of music and it was full of sacrifice and danger and men and cars and snowy mountains and, I dunno, Top Gun.

But also men with feelings, exemplified by this 1980s Foreigner song.

https://genius.com/Foreigner-i-want-to-know-what-love-is-lyrics

Should the universe have me write a story about that?

Also, the BIBLE.

Monday, March 18, 2019

Because you can

U should write your memoirs, housewife.

Hilarioys

The distance between zero cents and so many cents do any of them even mean anything anymore?

Or does it make any sense.
hahahahaha

Sunday, March 17, 2019

Because I'm mappy


14 Pamaron Way # 1, Novato, CA 94949

So....wow.

So if you are thin, you also might have shorter intestines????

"Some people’s intestines are 50% longer than others: those with shorter ones absorb fewer calories, which means that they excrete more of the energy in food, putting on less weight."

~ P. Wilson

https://www.1843magazine.com/features/death-of-the-calorie

Looking up Tori Amos took me to an unexpected place.

Is this women's fashion?

He says he doesn't understand.

https://mobile.twitter.com/linwood_barclay/status/1102202125889597442

But it's not so strange when women are expected to aspire to this look for some reason.

Who cries sometimes?

"The hallmark of a civilized society is measured by how it treats its people and those within its borders." ~ D. Sabraw

https://www.nbcnews.com/news/us-news/trump-administration-responsible-even-more-separated-children-judge-rules-n981296

"'In his ruling on Friday, Judge Dana Sabraw of the Southern District of California wrote that isn't a sufficient reason to deny the administration's responsibility for the children.'

'The hallmark of a civilized society is measured by how it treats its people and those within its borders,' Sabraw wrote. 'That Defendants may have to change course and undertake additional effort to address these issues does not render modification of the class definition unfair; it only serves to underscore the unquestionable importance of the effort and why it is necessary (and worthwhile).'"

~ J. Ainsley and J. Soboroff

https://www.nbcnews.com/news/us-news/trump-administration-responsible-even-more-separated-children-judge-rules-n981296

Throat hurts

"We’d rather believe in a bird monster that whispers heartless suggestions to our kids' ears than in a money monster that whispers heartless suggestions in ours."

~ S. Thielson

https://www.nbcnews.com/think/opinion/momo-challenge-hoax-online-culture-financial-rewards-made-it-seem-ncna978226

Draw

Pie Face Security 
suits running around with colored pencils 

2019 is a year to say:

Be proud of yourself for surviving what the people who treat women and children as if they are not as important as money and expensive things and men with money have done to our physical and psychological well-beings.

I am still not asleep yet

I want you

https://amhistory.si.edu/militaryhistory/collection/object.asp?ID=548

Uncle Sam

https://genius.com/The-fray-how-to-save-a-life-lyrics

to have a healthy respect for some things like what it's like to try to prevent losing a loved one or maybe even yourself too early to PTSD or despair or other types of poisoning because it is very real...

Saturday, March 16, 2019

Go Space Stuff

Sometimes I think thoughts like would it be great if there were a Make Me A Better Dad Academy, what would kind of programs would it offer and then I type them.

https://www.npr.org/2019/03/12/702577175/speaker-pelosi-revokes-mike-pences-house-office-space

Saw this today



Toro y Moi - "Ordinary Pleasure"

Guess what

Sometimes it is appropriate to be real about how completely FUBAR things feel. Note to self: I hope that back pain is muscular and not kidney-related.

Culinarynotes

My body is going to make corned beef for fun for the holiday and will make noises to get some type of energy flowing.

AAAAAAAAAAA
ASS

The Herbal Zap people changed their packaging!!!

mask arrr ah

maybe it's allergies
maybe it's a cold
maybe it's grief

Out there...

Saw three planes flying across the moon.

A man showed me two tattoos--one symbolizing Welsh culture and one for Irish culture. Said he believed he was mostly the former until decades later when he found out more about his birth mother.

Another man showed me his crystal necklace with little stones for the 7 chakras after telling another woman he thinks he will live to be 105 because he chooses to have low stress.

Water and Science and Money

"Sen. Tom Carper (D-Del.), top Democrat on the Environment and Public Works Committee, said he has learned that NASA and the Small Business Administration have joined the Department of Defense in lobbying for a weak cleanup standard. In a letter to EPA Administrator Andrew Wheeler, Carper said that 'DOD and NASA continue to refuse to agree to take any measures to remediate contamination caused by their activities unless the measured levels of PFOA and PFOS [at contaminated bases] exceed 400 ppt.'"

"PFAS contamination on military installations is widespread because for nearly 50 years, the Pentagon has used firefighting foam that contains these chemicals. Studies link PFAS exposure to kidney and testicular cancer, thyroid disease and weakened childhood immunity, among an array of serious health problems."

~ A. Formuzis

https://www.ewg.org/release/nyt-avoid-cleanup-pentagon-demands-pfas-standards-30x-higher-safe-level-federal-study


"Several state and local governments — including the Security Water District in Colorado, the city of Newburgh, N.Y., and the state of New Mexico — have already filed lawsuits against the Defense Department.

In Oscoda, Mich., a community near the former Wurtsmith Air Force Base, use of the chemicals has polluted drinking water, lakes, rivers and wildlife, and toxic foam now froths on community beaches. The town and the state are battling with the military over how much cleanup should be done.

Aaron Weed, an Air Force veteran who is now Oscoda’s town supervisor, called the response 'disgraceful.'

'It’s just been constant pushback,” he said. “‘It’s not a big deal, it’s going to cost too much, the technology isn’t there,’ Every cause they can think of.'"

~ E. Lipton & J. Turkewitz

https://www.nytimes.com/2019/03/14/us/politics/chemical-standards-water-epa-pentagon.html

Friday, March 15, 2019

I asked my face to help me

Pain, why?

Please help yourself to massages, healing on all levels, and real life. Oh and a hot shower might help. Lets hope so. ♡

might cry

if face continues to hurt and it does

iseeruralpeople

x: forgive me if this sounds strange but I think my shoulder touched your arm
t: and when I wasn't thinking about a farm in the midwest
c: it's kind of like there is a kid who had a very cold childhood
x: like being left alone in an attic with broken China shards
t: perhaps you should take some warm baths
c: on a farm somewhere out in the country

And yesterday was "Pi" day

This show celebrates pie!

https://www.theringer.com/tv/2019/3/14/18245253/game-of-thrones-loose-ends-hot-pie-pi-day-death-love

Who else never knew about this?

https://www.npr.org/sections/goatsandsoda/2019/03/13/685533353/a-playful-way-to-teach-kids-to-control-their-anger

"This story is part of a series from NPR's Science desk called The Other Side of Anger. There's no question we are in angry times. It's in our politics, our schools and homes. Anger can be a destructive emotion, but it can also be a positive force."

"Elders I spoke with say intense colonization over the past century is damaging these traditions. And, so, the community is working hard to keep the parenting approach intact."

~ M. Doucleff / J. Greenhalgh (?)

Notas de ayer

Happiness is when people tell me I helped them feel more comfortable with or not so intimidated by something they feared.

Sorry so random

But why?

Weird energies have their ways.

And it was "a long time ago" but a memory came back.

Imagine a future leader glowering at you in a store because of a feeling of hostility or as if you didn't support him.

Beer.
Beer.
Beer.


Thursday, March 14, 2019

I would again.

Leftover roasted beets and sweet potatoes with Greek yogurt and fresh dill and garlic salt and ground pepper and baby spinach.

Wednesday, March 13, 2019

"Put it at the top..."

B.f. suggested this looks funny & I agree.

THE FAVOURITE

Hah, he also did The Lobster.

Monarchs again!

"Migration is a natural journey"

"The monarch butterfly represents me, a DACA recipient, my undocumented parents who have been trying to become permanent residents for more than 14 years, my uncles who pay taxes and own their businesses, my neighbors who are hardworking people and many others..."

~ J. Haro

https://www.theodysseyonline.com/the-butterfly-an-immigration-symbol

Take care

I am ill, society and traditional medicine don't help,  I am under the covers. I am helping myself.

Woke early

My body hurt and was tired of tragedy.

Tuesday, March 12, 2019

New fun game

Body will be extra receptive to peace and healing for the rest of the day!!!

& my head hurts too

call for a not so good time
unless vitamins and diet and meditation etc.

Hey

Happy Birthday
https://mobile.twitter.com/NASA/status/1105489758116040704

Girl scouts are bleeding at earlier rates than they did 107 years ago.

D is for Dysmenorrhea

My heroine.

"We'd like to help you learn to help yourself."

https://genius.com/Simon-and-garfunkel-mrs-robinson-lyrics

Oh thank you.

"One of the biggest forms of inflammatory triggers, and also direct insults to our hormonal balance, are Endocrine Disrupting Chemicals (EDCs), environmental toxins that enter our bloodstream..."

https://avivaromm.com/dysmenorrhea/

♡whAt♡A♡bout♡

♡thAt♡time♡you♡Ate
♡cold, oily♡pAstA♡At
♡An♡ungodly♡hour♡
And ♡your♡heArt♡filled
♡with♡LOVE♡

Monday, March 11, 2019

this is gonna help

me do MY TAXES AH HA HA HA in my apartment
https://art19.com/shows/why-is-this-happening-with-chris-hayes/episodes/002ef989-62db-4a40-8ff4-d62decc381ba
they are talking about the Inland Empire
also a documentary (not about I.E.)
and a bunch of other stuff

Who eats cowslip pickles...

Enjoyed reading some of Lud-in-the-Mist...and also part of a review...

"We are in a Fantasyland, then, and an almost excessively charming one, whose inhabitants drink wild thyme gin and flower-in-amber, eat Moongrass cheese and smoked ham with pickled cowslips, and swear oaths like 'Busty Bridget!' and 'By My Great-Aunt's Rump'."

~ M. Francis

http://whitethreshold.blogspot.com/2014/03/hope-mirrlees-lud-in-mist_22.html?m=1

Alas...

"The central image of the book must owe something to Christina Rosetti's Goblin Market. More generally, it's in a tradition of fantasy that seeks to free the folklore of fairies from its sentimental trappings and recapture some of its old terror. In my last entry, on Robert Aickman, I mentioned Diane Purkiss's superb study of fairy stories; like Purkiss, Mirrlees understands the association of fairies with death. Her Fairyland is a land of the dead, and in order to be fully ourselves we have to reopen the borders and resume our relations with them, frightening as this is."

~ M. Francis

http://whitethreshold.blogspot.com/2014/03/hope-mirrlees-lud-in-mist_22.html?m=1

It is overdue.

https://books.google.com/books?id=OcsqrkeizeUC&pg=PA47&lpg=PA47&dq=english+cowslip+pickles&source=bl&ots=k5_tNMBjtJ&sig=ACfU3U1bE1ii6DB8ndMw5V2Q8THPmL28hg&hl=en&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwiRtqvXlPvgAhWIu54KHW66DYMQ6AEwFHoECAEQAQ#v=onepage&q=english%20cowslip%20pickles&f=false

Sunday, March 10, 2019

People come to earth, why???

To roast vegetables...

Guster ~ Satellite

So many years since I heard that song at a restaurant job...

https://twitter.com/guster/status/1104753722872217600

So many years since I got to breathe the air in Vermont!

Trying something else

More work...contemplating adding beets...
https://food52.com/recipes/26899-molly-stevens-roasted-fennel-red-onion-and-orange-salad

Accompaniment???
https://www.thisamericanlife.org/317/unconditional-love

Maybe not...doesn't work...

OKAY how about...
https://snapjudgment.org/Second-Skin

That works.
I sort of wish I'd taken more martial arts classes.
"Discipline your mind...do not chew your clothing..."