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Dream travels

Hitched a ride on someone else's road trip when I was eight (maybe?) then came back.
Hovered around other people's houses...
Then came back.

Hula♡Hoop



LED Twin Hooping: Into the Light - Deanne Love - Sia - Breathe Me

Earth has it's Godless moments...

Dandy Warhols ~ Godless

There is still some hope

There are not only two kinds...
https://www.floliving.com/conquering-pcos-type/

Wonder how many of each of these types would also have an abnormal MRI.

To never be enough is a most painful message to internalize when it is conveyed to you in your own voice, replicated from others' voices for so many years.

Pain management is not free.

Saturday, September 29, 2018

Some...day...I will go...

to the mountains...
maybe in a couple of weeks...

Beauty!

Yes, it sometimes feels like something wants me to look at certain poems

Like A. Fulton's "From Our Mary To Me" in Dance Script with Electric Ballerina, page 7-9

I want to feel autumn in New York, the state where I spent the most time in my life before the age of eight. Met someone there, always thought we'd meet again, and was upset because I did not say someone should abruptly leave that way. Honored to know you again if you came back, but also wonder how will we know if we're supposed to talk about it and if so how long will it take? I haven't been back there in such a long time...

What would you do

Watching a segment about Adnan Oktar and his kittens.

I have no idea if a muscle relaxer that expired in 2016 is gonna work but I am hopeful.

Oh boring and humbling human situation

I just ate a powerful painkiller with food I somehow transferred into my mouth because pulled a muscle in my upper left back shoulder and I am a shell of my former self with sunscreen on because swimming was not happening today not literally screaming in pain but wow.

A television debut...

& a reaction...

https://www.bustle.com/p/this-is-us-highlights-pcos-in-season-3-but-it-got-a-lot-wrong-about-the-actual-condition-12058276

Ay ay ay...

"Still, even at my lowest weight, the PCOS symptoms didn’t stop; and suddenly, doctors were changing their tune about how to manage the condition. 'PCOS is a little-understood condition,' they’d tell me. 'It’s not linked to weight for everyone; but hey, you look great!'"

~ T. Ghahremani

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I think people who have had childhood trauma should find healthy ways of healing that.

It's hard to describe how silly and sleep-interrupted my life became this year.

I still think my friend could have come back.

I would like to. Think about.

An aquarium. With fish now.
I am. Going to do that.

That was great candy

when I was six.

http://www.candyblog.net/blog/item/astro_pop_original_flavor

"Astro Pops were first made in 1963 after two rocket scientists working on the space program in El Segundo, California decided to quit their jobs and create the Astro Pop"

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Astro_Pops

No one died in this microfiction

B: As you may note, I have a perfectly pleasant, perhaps even bland demeanor. I am from S~

A: Have you ever read that book Christine?

Because because because . . .


Chanda Prescod-Weinstein - Fields of Cosmological Dreams

Physics, Feminism...

From Prof of Physics Chanda P-W:

"I’m now in my mid-30s, and I think all men and a not small number of women are part of a brutal patriarchal system that teaches us from a very early age to accept abuse.

I mention the change because I was extraordinarily resistant to this analysis."

 ~ https://threadreaderapp.com/thread/1045635940784517122.html

~~~~~~

http://www.cprescodweinstein.com

~~~~~~

https://medium.com/@chanda/decolonising-science-reading-list-339fb773d51f#.om5w2ivfq

Rocky

I wanted to go for a swim but the nausea overpowered it...maybe some other time though...

Who is even surprised

What is "hot" kids...

Happy birthday, tool I use all the time.

The training...

From J. Luther:

"They have now participated, whether they understood it that way, in trying to clean up the past (and assure the future) of this man whom one woman says assaulted her in high school, another he made fun of in his yearbook, both to impress high school boys. They have had to listen to so many people say over the last week or so that boys assaulting girls is normal, something all boys do, and what does it really matter anyway."

"And all this is because they wanted to play basketball and their coach ended up being brought under scrutiny."

https://www.huffingtonpost.com/entry/opinion-kavanaugh-women-hearing-protection_us_5bad89d1e4b09d41eba00201

Just an old movie?

It makes you dream you could be sucked away from your home in a beam of light from space ship (and actually want it to happen?)

"The majority of the small aliens in the final movie were played by local elementary school girls" ~ S. Hutchinson

http://mentalfloss.com/article/63198/15-things-you-may-not-know-about-close-encounters-third-kind

"The brain's tiny thrill-seekers"

https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2018/09/180904114711.htm

Thursday, September 27, 2018

Why do laundry at this hour

Had a dream a woman told me she didn't like it when I spoke my mind.
She just didn't like it.

So I said to my sister, okay, I'll be nice.
Then I told her I'd make a recipe of meatballs and peppers on skewers and call them bitch kebabs.

Is this current?
Tricky ~ Overcome
Well.
https://genius.com/Tricky-overcome-lyrics
It's from 1995.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Martina_Topley-Bird

&&&:::

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tricky_(musician)

All about A

Astral travel is where it's at for some of us.

♡$Y

your old soul
$ ruins stuff tho
Y should it be so

Wednesday, September 26, 2018

it might be

different ages and stages
coming like waves

squeeze

your soul is just a twisted pile of scrap metal now

just kidding it's merely outer superficial interferences

How are YOU on a scale of

Finnish: Sisu
Danish: Hygge
American: Auuuugh


Go fishing in a pond

Go fishing in a POND
in a BOAT
talk about bugs and fish
GOD

AND THEN EAT A DINNER
AND THEN TAKE A NAP

3 from much younger days

"What is this, some kind of New Age music?" 
(Home from College, East Coast X-mas, late 1990s)

feelings ♡ point of view (s)

Here on earth, people have them a lot...

http://www.moon-palace.de/tricky/nme95-3.html

"After spending so much time in awe of Tricky's lyrics, she has to think about her own writing, her own future. Plus some things are starting to annoy her about Tricky... "Like the way he stops a song right in the middle of the part where I'm enjoying it." Aren't there ways she can get her own back? She smiles. "Retribution is a pointless thing. That's not to say I can forgive and forget. I'd like to be able to, but that's not always possible." There's the baby to look after, of course. When I'd earlier asked Tricky if he had become a father this year, he took a long while to come up with "no" for an answer. Previously he'd told a journalist that Maisey was his but it was personal, nothing to do with his music, and that he wouldn't be responsible for his actions if anyone wrote "anything sneaky" about it. Martina is too worldly-wise to sound off about the responsibilities of fatherhood, but ask her how Tricky has changed since they first knew each other and her comment is brusque but pointed. "He has certainly retained a lot of child-like qualities," she says..."  ~ G. Martin

laundry issues

X: howdy stranger
Y: i have quite possibly the shittiest work-life balance of anyone u have ever met, and i hope u will find me amusing!

Tuesday, September 25, 2018

But this was kinda funny...

From: https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/35605491-landwhale

"As we swung our oars the wrong way for sixty minutes, the producers (also not sweating--what sort of genetic anomalies were we dealing with here? Do New Zealanders not have sweat glands?) followed us in another boat, bellowing instructions like 'Talk about the fifth graders who hate their bodies!' and 'You're going the wrong way again, Jes; try rowing backward!' Somehow, we managed to chat about how harmful it is to idolize one body type."

"At one point, she stopped rowing for a moment and somberly confessed, 'Sometimes, I wonder how many people I harmed by being visible and part of that idealized demographic.' I surveyed her for a moment, with her golden hair slightly moving with the wind (that I certainly didn't feel) and her long and slender arms clutching her stationary paddle."

"'Well, perhaps. You are a traditionally attractive person.' I stated the obvious nonchalantly while wiping the sweat out of my eyes, trying to say it in a complimentary way. "But this has been going on for centuries and is systemic . . . y'know?' I added desperately..." (J. Baker, page 9)

I also don't get this headline

Even though it is an interesting read in other respects...

After More Than a Decade of Battling PCOS, I'm Finally Free — Here's How by D. Astorino

It makes me wonder if she was mis-diagnosed in the first place...

Can't tell

If I think this is cool or
https://www.teachingchildrenphilosophy.org/BookModule/SylvesterAndTheMagicPebble
toofuckingmuh

I know I liked that book as a kid so that's that.

And treatments

"Men and women experience some diseases differently. Doctor Paula Johnson says this is alarming — because most treatments were designed for men, not women."

 ~  https://www.npr.org/2017/02/10/514153036/when-does-medicine-leave-women-behind

"The sad thing is it's even female doctors."

https://mobile.twitter.com/ElisMadison/status/1044223237616394240

And their effects


"...not only as a social justice issue, but also a public health issue."

~ Catherine Harnois and Joao Luiz Bastos

http://theconversation.com/sexism-isnt-just-unfair-it-makes-women-sick-study-suggests-95689

Messages

"A woman born in the Deep South is likely to face a much wider economic gender gap than a woman born on the Pacific Coast, the research shows, even if both women move to New York as adults."

~ J. Tankersley
  https://www.nytimes.com/2018/08/19/business/sexism-women-birthplace-workplace.html

C for California

The states get grades.
https://statusofwomendata.org

(Some of the grades are better...)

Where to...

I am not a...what do they say in the media..."tech bro"...too many women have expressed how they feel belittled and disrespected by men who care less for others who might "get in their way" and more for their own egotistical gain... Sometimes I am very sad because I see how things are set up to ruin lives and kill friendships or relationships or at least make things very difficult when real issues of safety and identity are exposed...fear ruins things that might have been better. It is not just men who choose to turn a blind eye to these problems. Often women do it too, especially to preserve the status of an idol or someone with exceptional qualities society at large has chosen to admire.

https://iwpr.org/issue/health-safety/violence-safety/

Monday, September 24, 2018

And it's a full moon.

Its better to clean more in the morning.
Cleaning too much at night can make you mad.
Even if you have nifty new cleaning products.

Nature calls...

"The last few nights I've woken up to her sitting on my chest, face to my face, and staring into my soul."
https://www.reddit.com/r/tifu/comments/9i2mm4/tifu

"Saponins have arrived"

Or that's a way to make it more entertaining....

https://www.fs.fed.us/wildflowers/ethnobotany/soaps.shtml

Other ways:

1) "Will I hate cleaning it less now than I would at some other time of day?"

2) "Muscle memory"




Sunday, September 23, 2018

Saturday, September 22, 2018

Sometimes when we hang out in this life

Ladies say things to me like, "You should go to the Integraton!"

http://joshuatree.guide/integratron/

Sure, why not?

Neighborly life?

Will they ever come to Earth and interact with us in a way that is official, obvious, and public knowledge-to-all....

Maybe when the earth people are better at treating the "aliens" on their own planet...

In the meantime, astral travels...

"I really enjoyed that encounter with that barn cat" ~ Intelligent Life or

http://sciencefiction.com/2016/01/07/throwback-thursday-the-cat-from-outer-space-1978/

all sorts of useful breakfast information

nice people

https://www.foodnetwork.com/videos/how-to-make-eggs-over-easy-0235455

in spite of my annoyance with the person on the left who seemed to possibly have a inborn prejudice against diners???

"not a diner..." (0:55)

what? go back

"not a diner..." (0:55)

o he can't be serious

single moms / kids

"...the poverty rate for separated women is 27 percent, nearly triple the figure for separated men"

~ D. Cunha

https://www.theatlantic.com/business/archive/2016/04/the-divorce-gap/480333/

Entitlement-fashioned

very unhealthy / untrustworthy because different rules / different people leads to needless loss / they'd never make those same excuses for another type of person  / from another background

Thursday, September 20, 2018

I had a nice day

People were happy I helped them learn how to search for information in library databases...

Still got

Hulu trial 
https://www.rollingstone.com/movies/movie-reviews/i-tonya-review-tonya-harding-biopic-is-the-movie-we-need-right-now-127283/

Interesting mom character

~~~~~~~~
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Mom character: "I'm a gardener who wants to be a flower..." (I, Tonya)

I think conversation is more beautiful

I am so happy I once worked in food service because it made me a better person...


The inequality in this country is really close to ruining things right now...

Stretch and Maximize Learning...

Almost as good as productivity...
HEALTHY STRETCH

Maybe I will bombard my brain with yoga videos????

Now I want to try a Barbados Cherry

Individuals with Intensity come from Various Backgrounds...in all fields you can find those people who get really into things...

How your special genes could kill you off but you seem okay

Then: I paid down the loan all the time.
Now: Nope.
Then: I used credit card for gas and car repairs.
Now: I overpay it / pay it down often as possible (but the last car repair was 1500...)
Then: I was paying off the student loan.
Now: I owe more than I originally borrowed.

Brain Uterus Pit

Brain: Remember when you thought you'd have your student loans and credit card paid off by now?

Uterus: Ha ha, bitch.

Pituitary gland: Don't forget me too!

Impress

Better off making a commitment to heal your problems and help earth than trying to escape.

Saints and cats

This cat is a saint
https://www.reddit.com/r/aww/comments/9h7akf/just_a_cat_taking_his_buddies_for_a_walk/

All the saintly cat people...
http://graceelliot-author.blogspot.com/2015/11/saint-julian-of-norwich-and-her-cat.html

************

"Famously, Julian used women's experience of motherhood to explore how God loves us, refering to Jesus as our Mother."

http://juliancentre.org/about/about-julian-of-norwich.html


"Although Julian's views were not typical, the authorities might not have challenged her theology because of her status as an anchoress. A lack of references to her work during her own time may indicate that the religious authorities did not count her worthy of refuting, since she was an obscure woman.[citation needed]"

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Julian_of_Norwich

Blonde Roast

I don't always drink coffee, but when I do...

Sigh

Some very well-intentioned people would know how to treat others better if they truly treated themselves better...

This is timely...

"Lawson, who has a 4-year-old daughter, says she makes $9 an hour. She is heartened by strong support from other workers for the planned walkout. “Everybody’s been brave about it,” she said. “It’s time to stand up for what we believe in."

***** 

"Annelise Orleck, a history professor at Dartmouth College who has written about low-wage workers, said she knows of only one precedent in the United States to the planned McDonald’s walkout. In 1912, she said, several hundred garment workers at a corset factory in Kalamazoo, Michigan, walked off the job in a strike prompted by pervasive sexual harassment, as well as other poor working conditions. The strikers did not win all of their demands, but succeeded in winning public support and drawing attention to workplace abuses."

~ David Crary

http://time.com/5393771/mcdonalds-strike-sexual-harassment/

Good tools

Ginger + heating pad + musical help.

I like this Angel of Healing art too.

I have pain management instead of kids

Who would care if I had no spirits to talk to
Sometimes I wish I was done with this life
I am trying to get it under control

Tuesday, September 18, 2018

not so good

Thinking that males (and hey, perhaps females too) of extremely high income brackets who continue to support Trump as people who might as well be kicking poor women in the street all bloody and toothless is a very depressing place to go in the mind.

How underambitious

" As I engage in the so-called 'bull sessions' around and about the school, I too often find that most college men have a misconception of the purpose of education. Most of the 'brethren' think that education should equip them with the proper instruments of exploitation so that they can forever trample over the masses."

 ~ Martin Luther King

https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/answer-sheet/wp/2018/01/15/what-martin-luther-king-jr-said-about-the-problem-with-so-called-educated-people/?utm_term=.4ed541f64c5d

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'"But the trouble is that intelligent, cultivated people, the very people who might be expected to have liberal opinions, never do mix with the poor. For what do the majority of educated people know about poverty?'" ~ Orwell

https://owlcation.com/humanities/Introducing-George-Orwells-1933-book-Down-and-Out-in-Paris-and-London

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"The prevalence of obesity was found to be seven times higher among women from the lowest social class than those reared in the highest class. Later, Stunkard speculated that there were three possible relationships: obesity influences SES; SES influences obesity; or some other factor influences both."

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-gravity-weight/201809/the-body-metaphor-social-class-and-obesity

"Furthermore, in more recent years, 'virtually all social groups are increasingly affected by obesity' such that even though women of a higher SES in developed countries may still value being thin, 'our obesogenic environment may make it increasingly difficult for women of any class group' to maintain that ideal. McLaren also noted that the body, incorporating appearance, type, and behavior, can be seen as a social metaphor for a person’s status, an idea borrowed from the French sociologist Pierre Bourdieu. Social class, therefore, is not just about wealth, but 'a constellation of attributes' (e.g. accent, body shape) that become highly valued.

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-gravity-weight/201809/the-body-metaphor-social-class-and-obesity

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"it's not clear whether the lower income and earning potential result in obesity, or whether being obese leads to a lower socioeconomic status."

https://www.vox.com/cards/obesity-weight-loss-diet/obesity-poor-less-educated

same planet different worlds

I just find it kinda curious that after being privy to a conversation about section 8 housing (pov of people who've lived in it or have relatives who do) when I searched for more about it in the evening pretty much everything that comes up is from the landlord's pov and not the tenant's...ANYWAYS this seems to have more of a MIXTURE of povs...

https://www.yelp.com/topic/hayward-renting-section-8

sometimes it's great to go back to childhood

if you have any interest in being "productive" about contributing to a system in which multiple peoples with multiple socioeconomic backgrounds and types of genetics have a chance to flourish and grow and multiply their talents

generous2?

thinking that persons who are rather poor at personal relationships owing to traumatic childhoods or various other factors could consider turning it around with an attitude such as, "thanks various factors, for giving me the gift so I can have a beginner's mind"?

https://zenhabits.net/beginner/

Generous

"...preventing ailments so that we need not palliate them later."

~ ANAND GIRIDHARADAS


Should $$$ teach their kids to lie so much?

$$$$$ had the manners of an overprivileged underempathetic narcissist treating human beings like zoo animals.

what a survivor

I'll never go to therapy to break the bad habits of my progenitors...never...

https://www.livescience.com/56642-self-control-tied-to-less-selfishness.html

never...

Sad about ruining t-shirts

Chewed holes in too many t-shirts.
They were nice t-shirts.

Wake up

I had a horrible dream I was dying my hair blond and telling a selfish man who lies about himself to women what a genius he was for a paycheck.


No.

Interferences

Higher intelligences: Zap that engine. Another one's about to deliver the same old self-serving B.S. and it's more amusing for us if that pattern doesn't repeat itself this time.

Ancestral housing projects for smart winners

On this day in history:  "Behold what kinds of behavior passed for greatness amongst the selfish, duplicitous and entitled." Well the father taught them this type of behavior = greatness and then the mother taught them this type of behavior = amazingness, but neither of those factors were really a sufficient excuse....

Less than average poverty dims the brillance

Some people carry around way too much deceit as a coping mechanism.

health is work of life

death to the pest infestation
must manifest better living conditions

goji berry i'm not angry anymore (for now)

that mean bean and that sad bean should ...... .... .. . find a new hobby / weight loss regimen?

That's it

I am not buying anymore watermelons. They taste horrible, and I just ended up throwing the whole thing (the whole melon) out again.

I guess it's time to be seasonal...apple picking!!!

http://www.latimes.com/travel/la-tr-tip-sheet-apple-picking-20180831-htmlstory.html

it would be cool if

my secondary language skills were much better


Monty Python ~ The Tale of Brave Sir Robin

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

https://www.ft.com/content/570e8b70-282f-11e6-8ba3-cdd781d02d89

brave brave brave

http://mentalfloss.com/article/65764/15-things-you-might-not-know-about-don-quixote

brave cervantes

That sounds VERY alarming

"This means that the people writing the algorithms for software that will control many automated aspects of our daily lives in the future are mainly young, white men."

~ W. Hall

https://theconversation.com/growing-role-of-artificial-intelligence-in-our-lives-is-too-important-to-leave-to-men-82708


states (mental, emotional)...

poverty is a great interference, like a wrench wrecking an otherwise smoothly running clock... and also of great interest because it affects so many people on this planet and it keeps us from living up to our potential...if we had better ways of eradicating poverty here I do not doubt we would be having more very pleasant encounters / conversations / travels with others...

amaze a person

with amazing charts
http://www.latimes.com/business/hiltzik/la-fi-hiltzik-inequality-20180807-story.html

"...the bottom 50% in Western Europe still possess a larger share of national income than the top 1%, the reverse of the situation in the United States."

~ M. Hiltzik

AND I LIVED WITH THE SAME PEOPLE IN A DIFFERENT PLACE AND WE DID NOT HAVE THE SAME PEST PROBLEMS BECAUSE IT WAS A BETTER APARTMENT. WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR 3 PEOPLE WITH DEGREES TO FIND A BETTER PLACE NEARBY.

ready to move on from this one

lesson: nothing tastes as good as being a killer of multiple roaches feels bad

i partly blame early childhood training and video games and other things

talk to maintenance guy

This is really making progess

there is a lot of sunlight out there

And a crunchy celery stick for the unbearable boredom

and for the mild agoraphobia
a glass of water with lime

boring travel tale

person i've never met before: hello how are you person i've met: hey there! i think boys often reincarnate as girls and vice versa, and also believe in aliens, they're coming...

Sie spricht Deutsch!



Donna Summer speaking German


Unfortunately, I do not.

This is good too

A thin person who explains how she knows present day society's obsession with thin women is unhealthy:

https://mobile.twitter.com/sjw_movies/status/1038942488306876416

Reminds me of when my college roommate came back from a bout of serious illness and obsessively weighed herself because she didn't want to gain the weight back. The compliments she must have received...

1st world prob

models getting paid to say it: laser removal is the best decision I ever made
viewer waiting to click "skip ad": you're vapid

people can be suns

sunday cold raspy throat sunday

oh well maybe not football

How about the clean-the-house-like-a-sister game

https://boyslife.org/games/game-reviews/145522/5-sure-fire-family-games-to-play-after-thanksgiving-dinner/

I thought it was only women my age and my mom's age and my grandmother's age...No the 19-year-olds have plenty of these stories too...

Seriously

Do you really want to promote a model where extra excuses are made for certain special people just because they are good at making money and inventing things????

It's an uncomfortable truth

I've had so many women tell me they were raised to put men and boys first...and their mothers also were taught to SERVE and were not treated as EQUALS..and how many times have I heard the "it's bad enough with men from my culture but white guys are even worse" stories? (Not always, but there are some...)

Not so nice side of certain cultural expectations...

https://mikefrost.net/thingsonlychristianwomenhear-shows-sexism-not-hermeneutics/

Thanksgiving prayers

https://www.nytimes.com/2015/05/06/opinion/frank-bruni-catholicism-undervalues-women.html

Thanksgiving football

https://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/06/11/latino-single-dads-machismo-culture_n_3424115.html

Thanksgiving dishes

Saturday, September 15, 2018

Kinda on a Donna Summer kick

It's just my special inner child talking... D.S. ~ This time I know...


She's got a whole musical named after her!

https://www.hollywoodreporter.com/video/summer-donna-summer-musical-production-b-roll-1105152

"She works hard for the money..."

Now my mother and I have very different types of bodies...

Coffeeshop

So three single thin blond women walk in talking about friends who live in exes' mansions and men who inherit money and property.... (Internal emcee: they sound like a caricature of what happens when...) One of them: She's judgmental! The other two, in unison: That's true!

what if?

if you saw the aliens they might want to mess with your brain maybe you would not want that

I am getting a little tired of this glass shattering thing though

A bowl fell out, broke all around my bare feet, and the shards just, like, KISSED them.
And I walked away without any cuts but now I gotta go clean it up.

A nap can yield somebody's weird dreams...

But note to self, it is a great time to make calm choices, not entertaining reality tv type choices

changes, little ones...

I feel that signing up for this cleaning product delivery was a good choice / message to myself.

https://www.grove.co/s/about

And the Dr. S. "Brainstorm" background accompaniment continues...

Treaturself

Why not. I got a birthday coming up. A passel of pumpkin spice cleaning products on prominent display could be a nice addition to my fridge log and other passive aggressive tactics.

Different places have different cleaning needs!

Ha ha. Added Aunt Fannie's Roach Remedy...

Not there but here

I have a cold and health needs to improve.

I killed 2 with one Clorox wipe and made a log and put it on the fridge.

I killed another running over the fridge magnet weather-themed poetry kit.

I do not want to live this way anymore. Do you understand me?

Yes, I do.

More from the marvelous brain

I shall never buy one of those self-driving cars / I shall never travel to Mars / I have experience with astral travel / so do many others

1982 ~ dream on film



Heidi's Song ~ Dream

(probably why I made myself read the whole book when I was older)

good, great insights

when you finally figure out your mom's choice of name if you were a boy probably came about because of that jonathan livingstone seagull book that was always in your face as soon as you were old enough to read and it was totally subconscious on her part so you can't wait to tell her
APPARENTLY THE SAME MOSTLY BLACK AND WHITE COVER THEY USE TODAY

the fountainhead was always lying around too, but that didn't maintain interest for long
THE HARDCOVER WITH THE ARCHITECT GUY ON THE FRONT

unlike heidi, which was a bit boring yet oddly intriguing and so you read the whole thing in one day anyway
GREEN COVER, HEIDI WITH SHORT BLACK HAIR WALKING DOWN THE PATH HOLDING FLOWERS AND PETER WAVING IN THE BACKGROUND

Old-fashioned

Yoga music: Donna Summer ~ I Feel Love

The kids whose parents say "we were sure x was going to be a girl, but is a boy" and vice versa.

Searched~~~Found~~~

Searched for a song...

T.A. ~ Take Me With You

Found a library book that might want me to read it...

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/19355355-take-me-with-you

About fashion.

Melting...

https://www.walmart.com/ip/Melting-Strawberry-Ice-Cream-Cone-All-Over-Juniors-T-Shirt/952910496

The knowledge that boy children would be favored over girl children continuously infuriated me from a very early age, like maybe starting in nursery school.

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Maybe later

They are all in the gushy uterus of a woman who can't pay her student loans

https://twitter.com/rustyrockets/status/1039954208886272002

Or else

https://jezebel.com/adjunct-professors-are-struggling-to-make-ends-meet-and-1819010168

X

https://jezebel.com/fathers-and-childless-women-in-academia-are-3x-more-lik-1758704068

"Lets make you feel worthless if you have crappy womens health issues, but lets also penalize you if you have blossoming fertility."

So, hmmm.

I watched a clip of the umbrella scene in the  H.E. mini-series and I feel like Helen or Margaret acts like she's thinking about herself a lot.

https://www.sfchronicle.com/tv/article/Stunning-new-Howards-End-connects-with-12805702.php

"Different culture" "Different manners"

Well that seems to be an interesting person in that library, taking notes on our behavior. Quite surprising, but life has a sense of humor sometimes. Its funny but now someone looks embarrassed as they are walking away. In some cultures that would say that they came to spy but not make friends.

Color me not shocked

"There’s no surer sign that life has become too comfortable for the rich than when they try to buy immortality."

~ M. Erickson

https://www.thenation.com/article/the-great-equalizer/

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"America's richest households are enjoying greater income gains than middle-income or poor households, the Census data indicate."

~ A. Picchi

https://www.cbsnews.com/news/americans-incomes-rise-but-annual-gains-are-slowing-down/

Where did you learn that

I learned it from you and from watching mom making excuses for you all the time, dad. 

Wednesday, September 12, 2018

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"Can you think of any laws that give the government the power to make decisions about the male body?" -Kamala Harris

https://www.reddit.com/r/TwoXChromosomes/comments/9f8t52/how